I just miss the fact that I actually had someone

somedays...
i sit and watch..
i see all the couples holding hands..
and it brings me to tears..
bcoz he left me..
i have no hand to hold..
i'm alone..
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but...

A milli0n w0rds would not bring him back. . .
I know coz i've tried. . .
and a milli0n tears would not either. . . 
I know bcoz ive cried )':

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....no matter what he do..

how much he hates me..

how far he go away from me..

i will still love him..

like the day when i first fall in love with him.......